Blind Optimism

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April 2012

“Fear is such a weak emotion that’s why I despise it,
We scared of almost everything, afraid to even tell the truth,
So scared of what you think of me, I’m scared of even telling you,
Sometimes I’m like the only person I feel safe to tell it to,
I’m locked inside a cell in me, I know that there’s a jail in you,
Consider this your bailing out, so take a breath, inhale a few,
My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through,”
—Lupe Fiasco-Words I Never Said
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In a way I’m scared. I don’t know what this summer or next school year will bring. Will my friendships grow? Or will they fade out into nothing? What’s going to change? Will it be good change or bad change? It’s almost an exciting fear. I want change but I already have it visioned out in my head and I don’t really want it any other way. It’ll all work out in the end but I still just want it to be here so I can see how it all plays out. I don’t want to leave my friends even if it is for just a summer, cause I’m gonna miss them like crazy even if some of them aren’t gonna miss me quite as much. 2 days of school 6 days till camp… Bring it on.

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